Friday, April 11, 2008
Just as the sun rises every day, WE will overcome whatever it is that's holding us here. There is a reason for everything as we both know. Right now we don't know what that reason is but soon that fog will clear. Together we are strong and can do anything we set our minds to. It feels like there is one obstacle after another...just keeping us here where we don't want to be. But WE are not going to let anything stand in our way. We will keep on moving forward and putting the past behind us. But we won't forget what we've learned from our mistakes. When I called you at work yesterday and I was upset....well then I quickly realized that what I was worrying over was in the past and I was not letting it go. Then I remembered what they taught in church about letting go of things and I could not believe how good it felt to just put it all behind me. Because it has nothing to do with who we are now and where we are now in our relationship.
I hate seeing you in pain and I just wish I could take that pain away. You are such a strong person and I know it upsets you to struggle just to get through the day. I just want you to feel better. What I do when I'm in pain is surround myself with Angels. All you have to do is ask and they will be there. It does not matter if you believe or not, because they believe in YOU. Angels are our protectors and they are the light and love of GOD.
Many years from now we will look back on this time in our lives and see it for what it really is. A learning experience. A lesson in life. Something that will make us stronger and bring us closer together. Life is ever changing, full of challenges and we can either let them beat us or we can kick them in the a**. So honey put on those steel toe boots and kick away. ;)
Well that's pretty much all I have to say except for that I LOVE YOU. But you already know that.