In writing a new chapter of my life, I have come to realize that the dreams I had before may not necessarily be the dreams that I will create in my future. It has been hard to let them go but it is what I have to do because those dreams are not who I am anymore. I can't be in a new relationship while still holding on to who I was in the past. I no longer want to be that person. I consider myself so blessed to have found someone who is willing to be a part of creating this new life.