Saturday, June 30, 2012


I guess I'm going to look at the past 3 months as a lesson of what not to do ever again! I feel like I'm in this living Hell that I can't get out of. It sure is going to be even more difficult to ever trust a man after this.


  1. I don't exactly know what you are going through, but I have a feeling I have been there before. You're beautiful. You're smart. Don't let anyone, especially a man, bring you down. Head up, move on. When the time is right, the one meant for you will come along. And just to show you it is possible,

    I spent 14 years in an abusive relationship. He had me physically and emotionally beaten down when I finally said enough is enough, packed up, and moved out. It was several months later when I was sitting in Washington Square Park and a man said, "Would you mind if I sit here?" I looked into his eyes and instantly knew, we'd met before in another life. I'd found my soul mate. I didn't jump into a relationship, but took it slow. That was in 1991. Today, 21 years later, we are still together, still there for each other.

    Never give up that hope, and always believe in yourself.

  2. ...keep well my lady ~ may peace find your temple doors ~ the present is a pure moment ~ that the past nor the future can taint ~ blessed be dear gentle spirit... ...xXx... ...Samantha...

  3. You most certainly will have learned lessons from this, of course. Right now--you just need to get back to your family. In my prayers, lady!! :)

  4. I don't know what to say...

    I'm sorry things worked out that way. :(


    I wish I could think of something better to say, but I can't...

  5. ...♥...
    Are you ok?
    My thoughts are with you

  6. Now is the time to pull up your Spirit. Indeed, you must look at this as a lesson - because in Truth this is what it is. Your soul leads you directions that will ultimately be for your highest good.

    Your soul celebrates this fact, and you are indeed always perfect and whole and full of so much love. Even though your "Earthly self" may not realize it!

    All paths lead to your ultimate goal, and while here on Earth we see things as good or bad, truly, you are a Being of Light and therefore ultimately all changes, experiences and feelings are for your good.

    What to do now? Don't let sadness or depression overtake you; or regret of chances lost... or choices made.

    Release those right away! You have the next minute, the next hour, day... week... to make the changes necessary.

    You are a chick, who is cracking through the egg... being reborn into someone wiser, stronger, brighter. More compassionate too. It's not a slow progress, you're in a sharp cycle right now.

    Nothing you've done was a mistake, but now you have the abililty to make things better. Remember that love connects everyone... even those you may feel don't love you back.

    Breathe, everything is going to be ok... and everything IS OK! Because you are nothing but love. Now is time to show this love towards yourself and make any necessary changes.


  7. Jasmine is so right! Everything happens for a reason and you are exactly where you are supposed to be in this life.

    For whatever the reason and lesson to be learned from this experience, it was supposed to happen.

    I don't know what your situation was exactly, but I am confident in saying that I believe I had myself in a similar situation. I was with someone for 4 months and he wasn't the person I thought he was...I changed my whole life for him, left my family, quit my job, and moved far away. When I finally had enough courage to get away from the creep, I was left financially, emotionally and physically devastated. I picked myself up, held tightly onto my spirituality, and it lifted me higher than I ever was before. It all happened to get me where I am today.

    You will be fine too! Learn from your mistakes and move on to become all that the Universe intended you to be!

    Love and hugs,
    Marci aka Lavender
    The Simplified Witch