I got some wonderful replies to my last post....especially the one from Jasmin (thank you so much!). It was a wake up call. Even my youngest daughter who is only in her early 20's told me......Mom, you don't need a man to be happy. Of course....why would I listen to someone so young and unexperienced? Or so I thought. I was meant to come here and I did and I believe that this relationship was only meant to last a short time, as it did. Now it is time to go home (after I get enough money) and be with my family.