Monday, July 9, 2012

This morning as I was walking in this quiet neighbood with tree lined streets I was feeling calm and peaceful. But in the dark of the early morning before the sun came up I was awake thinking about things. I was thinking about how one minute I could feel fine and the next I was feeling that very lonely feeling that leaves my heart feeling empty. As much as I tell myself I'm not going to feel sad anymore, I can't seem to escape it. It sneaks up on me and I remember that I am alone. I miss having someone who calls me and sends me texts throughout the day to see how I'm doing, I miss having someone to lay next to at night with his arm around me. I miss having someone I can share my deepest thoughts with.

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  1. You know that you are never truly alone.
    As someone once wrote, whatever you are going through, someone else has been through it too, and they've probably written about it too.
    Keep saying to yourself that this won't last, you'll get through however things look at the moment.

    I thought that I would never find anyone to love with me being agoraphobic and other heath issues, but it suddenly happened for me, so don't give up!

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    1. Thank you Megan. I have moments when I am fine and others...like right now where I feel like there is no point in anything.

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  2. ...♥...
    when one can believe in one's self
    this too is love and can get you through the darkest times
    blessings

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    1. I have no doubt that I will get through it. Thank you.

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  3. This came to me, for you!

    ♥ True release lies in knowing that you were never broken. Nothing ever has ever, or will ever, dim the beauty of your soul. Rejoice in this magnificent fact. ♥ :)

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    1. Thank you Jasmin for the great reminder. :)

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  4. And that is what got you into this mess in the first place--LOL! You are okay on your own. Never forget that. And if you are meant to find that perfect match for you--you will. :):)

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    1. Yes, I seem to get myself into one mess after another! But still, I don't want to be on my own so maybe I didn't learn a darn thing!

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  5. You aren't truely alone, but I'm sorry you feel you are! *Hugs*

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    1. Thanks Tori! I found out that I can get on blogs and comment if the comment section is embedded. I just changed this one to embedded. I like it a lot better because I can now reply to each comment.

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  6. I'm sorry you're going thru a rough time right now. YOu are never alone hun...NEVER ....the entire Universe surrounds you....HUGE HUGS <3

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