I feel like I'm in this dark forest, scratching and clawing my way through the twisted trees which want to hold me back and keep me from moving forward. I know at the end there is a light but there are so many obstacles that get in the way of me making it to the end. What is at the end that I want so much? I want to be able to forgive and forget what he did to me. I want to remember the happy times and put the bad ones behind me and use it as a learning experience. I want to walk into that light with the man who has come back into my life from so long ago and experience the joy of simply living. Life is a journey and sometimes we get stuck along the way. But there is always a way out.