Thursday, March 8, 2012
I wish my family would realize that I am not leaving them just for the sake of leaving. I did not make a mistake when I left the first time when I went to SC. That relationship....while it ended badly was meant to happen. Everything in life that is meant to happen....does. There are no accidents. I just wish people would realize that. I am going where my path leads me. Peter coming into my life when he did has been really good for me. When I first came back here to NM I would go to bed every night and just pray not to wake up in the morning. I was like that for about two weeks. Then one day by fate I started talking to Peter and something amazing happened. He made me laugh and little by little I did not feel so horrible anymore. He has helped me so much...I can't even begin to say. He does not care that I am not thin. He tells me I am beautiful. He loves me. I am going to give this relationship a chance but that does not mean that I don't love my family or that I am abandoning them.